Just a quick note to mention the slippery nature of dreams. The cards (tarot cards, yes) have been telling me I need more discipline, that I need to focus to balance all these changes in my life or court some pretty drastic ruin and negative consequences. So of course this is the time that my subconscious decides to throw in a lot of those really lucid dreams that you can remember quite clearly the whole day long, and that continue in some disjointed theme-pattern state as soon as you go to sleep again. The problem is trying to figure out what they’re trying to tell me–and wondering whether that’s a waste of time and won’t contribute at all to the focus and balancing that need to be going on. Am I just constructing elaborate excuses to avoid buckling down and doing what needs to be done? Or is this my subconscious telling me it’s time to deal with some of the deeper-seated issues that don’t often come out to play because they’re uncomfortable and inconvenient?
Maybe my dreams tonight will help answer that. I sure hope so.